Teddi Mellencamp is opening on the fight against brain cancer and lung in stage 4.
The star of reality was moved while detailed how the The disease is affecting all aspects of your life.including motherhood.
“I remember that one day at the hospital I thought: ‘I feel that today could be Dove’,” said Mellencamp, 43, who shares the five years along with Slate, 12, and Cruz, 10, with the husband Edwin Arroyave, to the distanced. Entertainment tonight Thursday.
“And Edwin says” it is. It is his party today you planned. “I thought:” Can you let me out for today? “
Mellencamp told how Arroyave’s response was “exactly what he needed to say.”
“He says:” We will launch another, “he told The Outlet.” But my heart broke because I wonder: “Will it remember that I was there?”
“I am like,” I don’t think you understand the weakening pain that I feel a few days thinking about the fact that … my children, “Mellencamp shared through tears.
“That is extremely terrifying. My children are young,” said Podcast’s presenter in the perspective of leaving his children without a mother.
Mellencamp also clarified his previous comments on how his father, John Mellencamp, I was planning his burial In the midst of his cancer battle.
“We were joking about the conversation,” explained “Rhobh.” “I would say that there are definitely difficult bone conversations, the most difficult is if things go wrong, who will be the person in charge of making those decisions? And those are things in which no one is to say, but I do.
Earl this month, Mellencamp told him Podcast “two ts in a pod” That the 73 -year -old rock star called her “11 times in a row” to spread how he was already planning His funeral in his family mausoleum In Indiana.
“Finally, I answer, I say:” I am in the bathroom. Let me live a little, “” The equestrian detailed. “He says,” I just want to make sure you’ll be in the mausoleum of our group family. ”
Mellencamp admitted to his coanfrerion Tamra Judge that he agreed with his father’s request, and added joking that he wants to have “hot girls never dies” recorded in Tombstone.
Mellencamp also approached how it feels these days to ET, declaring: “I would say that today, I am doing that, it is fine to say:” I am tired “and listen to my body.”
On April 10, Mellencamp revealed that his doctors I had given him a 50/50 opportunity Or overcome cancer.
“It’s one of my favorite things to ask is:” How long do I have? What are my chancs? “ “Nightline”. “And they, for example, ’50/50”.
Mellencamp has brought his Instagram followers for the trip, sharing photos of her Before and after diagnosis.
“What a difference 4 months ago,” Mellencamp wrote about The Social Network Platform Under photos of yourself. “Sometimes I am so focused on ‘being strong’ that I forget that I am allowed to be sad, cry and feel very alone. I love my children, friends and the family and I am always grateful to them, but Dang today is one of them days.”
She added: “If you are having a day when you can’t wait for it to bed so you can start tomorrow, leave me a ❤️. We are not alone. Pd. I have seen Netflix and Hulu, what do I see next?#Neyoucancer. “